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My story is weird, I started in the Rave scene (which don't get it wrong, its a beautiful scene. When treated correctly), so i started doing Molly. MDMA, a meth base drug. I didn't think anything about it and slowly i started to sell drugs. I started to realize that this drug really messed some people up, and i couldn't roll anymore. So i started to get into other drugs, ketamine, LSD, I had always smoked pot, and shrooms. mostly i tripped. until i got into coke. I had met my ex, and we had done coke together. we had a great time. We had lost touch for a few months, then we got back in touch. when we did, he had shown me what meth was, and how to take it. We had smoked it, and i finally felt like i could roll again. I was amazed, and i could go ahead and have sex with him, just I was hornier. For almost five months, it went on like this. Constantly smoking or snorting meth, not thinking anything. I hadnt gotten paranoid, But i started to notice that i was loosing weight and being more and more irritated with my parents. One night, one of the last nights i was over at his house, I started to hallucinate that there was a dog in his room, without his dog being in the house. Within the five months, i wasn't addicted. the week of valentines day, I had met my amazing boyfriend that i now have. He helped me through my struggles, makes sure i eat, holds me when my paranoia gets out of hand, and tells me he loves me every day. Hes clean, and so am I. I broke up with my ex, and he is now in rehab thankfully. Every day i thank god for sending my boyfriend to me. and for helping me get clean without me being addicted.