Speak Up

The topic of meth is so hush hush:( in reality we fear to seek help but yearn it & in everyone's mind we want our loved ones back... Or deep Inside we want our souls back, just if we knew how the demons that have takin over n driven us insane would i try it again? Well in this town where everyone knows your name does know who's doing and whose not we mind our own business right? But in our homes we hurt n are fighting the same shadow demons that won't let us sleep a good nights rest from fear of losing another to addiction or seeking our next rush: in the rural area as preteens we were so excited to hang w the older crew n admired them thru sports or in the community because they were cool n everyone knew them dude how have we failed? :( Getting to know the kids right well here it's a normal thing to begin drinking young yo like 10ish altogether we had alcoholics in our family or knew someone who was one then again we knew the smell of marijuanna or smoke it ourselves. But meth is silent, in my eyes he snuck in and turned on the high beams: to be a new rush you know, we could drink more n ahh party or fit in a group or dem jeans. There have been floaters for a few that got caught making it meth labs but there still here, the segments wife was down with her own straw n leaders are doing it cause they feel it it makes you think wiser or think that you think wiser, that's a trip. The Oilboom makes it n pills much easier to score no searching it will find you weather you like it or not! I was up late the other night n saw on late night show meth is a punch line. " something about need ur house cleaned in a jiff just get some meth an have a meth head do it saves u 29.99" dang It's an epidemic that has gotten us all in its grasp. Paranoid wide spread manic but shhh don't talk about it or they won't talk to u no more. Can be clean but it still lingering in my family, the place we grew up in is crazy cause its like drinkers are like naw i dont mess w meth i just drink or smokers just smoke dope. I went to a party an was the only one drinking, I lost the people they all in the small as bathroom 'click in' then I heard " how bout we act like we're going to the bar n when they leave we lock the door n turrn off the lights n lit up them candles." I answered them not that bad, I can take the hint, n I'll pray for u but I'm takin the beer!" No one won nothing that day, we hurt ourselves n have brushes from addiction. Well now meth has my brothers n taunts them the shadows follow them n they see the bad spirits of our dead loved ones now they are gone, slowly physically but mentally they've become walkin zombies it sucks: talk about zombie acopolypse meth heroin n snit users are gonna be the walkin dead how i see it. My older bro lost his smile n communication n my lol bros n althete but is loosing his muscle n mind. I'm so frustrated what the heck do I do; just watch the addiction kill them? Alcohol took my dad I lost one battle I don't want to loose two more no more :(