Speak Up

my ex husband and i met in 1992 married in 1995 i walked out in 2009 after watching and protecting wante him from his own meth usages. he began to see things in light switches, people that were not there , never worked but had money for his $300.00 a day meth habit, after i left , found out he was cheating with any girls for sex and in return meth, he only wantedi girls that d id meth or could make meth, this man never hit mem, or damanged me in any wa cay until a year ago when he was up for days and he pop all my tired on my car with an ice pick, he said you were not going to work. i got a 2 year protective order against this man and a divorce, now he is out of my life but when i last saw him a year ago, his face looked like something out of a horror movie, when i first met him, he dress so nice and kept his self clean and worked, now he lives in a house with 4 grown pit bulls forprotection and windows and doors are blacked and boarded up, i lost the man i love to meth and he will never be back, he said meth is the most important thing in his life and making and selling it , will be his job. this man never slept with woman every night and now it is so many a day he is 45 years old and looks so bad i watch him destroy himself and i could not watch no more, when he became mean and you could see the devil in his eyes, you know trouble was coming, i never did meth and he wanted me gone and the next day his meth lady moved in how sad to lose someone to this horrible drug