Speak Up

Hi there, my names Nicole. I'm a 15 year old girl. And I am sharing my story to try and encourage people to NEVER NOT EVEN ONCE try meth. It completely changes who you are, your appearance, your outlooks, and priorities. I tried meth my first time was only the beginning. I was hooked and didn't feel happy without it. I had never felt anything like it. After that. It was an occasional thing. Than became more frequent. After about a month it was an.everyday ordeal. By a month an a half nothing mattered more to me than that drug. Nothing else around me seemed to exist, while it was present.. I started pushing family away, friends, the people most important to me. Chasing that first high. Which you never get again. No matter how much you have. No matter what you do. Its chasing the purple dragon. Within that two months I was doing it. I started seeing an appearance change. TWO MONTH'S. I started breaking out. My hair felt dry. My skin was blotchy in areas and my skin was so much more sensitive than usual.. I started loosing weight. And I'm a small girl as is.. Being high got to the point where being high felt normal almost. My body was worn out from lack of sleep and nutrition. I looked HORRIBLE. After only TWO months. My last time being high felt weird.. I always wondered why tweakers acted weird and crazy! But I finally get it. My last time being high made me feel weird and as if I wasn't all the way there. That is only parshlywhy I decided to quit. That drug will chew you up and spit you out. In every way possible.. the things that happened to me.were only short term effects.. imagine what the long term will be.. I beg of a of you. Never ever try it. It will take you places you never wanna go. And keep you longer than you wanna stay. I would give anything to take it back. Because once that drug is used. It stays with you forever. I've seen it ruin many lives multiple times in my family. And almost my own personal life. I wouldn't wish.it upon anyone in this whole world..