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MY NAME IS RAYLEEN IM 16 HERES MY STORY IV BEEN USING METH SINCE I WAS 12 I KNOE YOU SAY NO METH DOSENT AFFECT YOU IN THE LONG RUN YES IT DOES I REMEMBER ONE DAY I WAS KICKING IT AT A MOTEL WITH SOME GUYS THAT I DIDNT KNOE AND NEXT THING I KNOE I WAKE UP AND MY FACE IS BURNED I DIDNT KNOE WHY BUT I HAD GOT SO HIGH OFF OF METH AND WASENT AWEAR OF MY SURROUNDINGS AND THE GROUP OF GUYS BURNED ME WHEN I FIRST STARED I THOUGHT I DIDNT HAVE A PROBLEM NOT KNOEING WAT I WAS DOING TO MYSELF AND THE ONES WHO CARED I KEPT SMOKING NOT CAREING LITTLE DID I KNOE I WAS CHANGING NOT WANTING TO ADMITTE IT AND LIVING A LIFE FOOL OF PAIN I REMEMBER EVERY ONE TELLING ME I WASNT ME ENY MORE I DIDNT CARE I WENT FROM HOUSE TO HOUSE LIVING IN THE STREET JACKING FROM MY FAMILLY ROBBING PEOPLE IT TOOK ME GETTING PREGNATE TO SHOW ME THAT IT WASNT THE WAY I SAT BACK AND THOUGHT MAN DO I WANT MY SON LIVING LIKE THIS NO JUST KNOE TAT USING METH ISNT KOOL AND DOSENT HELP YOU IT MAKES YOU LOOSE YOUR FAMILLY FRIENDS AND EVERYTHING AND ONES YOU HIT ROCK BOTTOM AND NO ONE TO HELP YOU GET BACK UP YOUR LIFE HAS BEEN TAKEN OVER BY METH