Speak Up

The white hole is not a tornado dont get it twisted.
If you weren't in it, the picture would be so vivid.
This hole shouldn't have ever even existed.
Once you're sinking in it there is nothing to grip kid.
Im falling so deep, this shit feels like quick sand.
Falling right over like a bike without a kickstand.
This hole is so deep that satan looks down to see it.
Even satans laughing at this hole, oh jesus.
I wish there was an easy way out but i cant reach it.
My mom tried to help me out but i neglected.
Every chance i had to get out it was rejected.
It's not really me though my brain it is infected.
Im glad i can say that i never have injected.
But there is no difference at all im still pathetic.
Im sorry mom for letting you down you gave me everything.
This is not my way of saying thank you, im just a phucking pheen.
I love you so much don't ever get the wrong idea.
The Love and affection i used to have is now depleted.
I fell a victim to this girl and her name is tina.

This hole im sinkin in, it's just in my head.
It's time to wake up, nah im not talking beds.
Strength is the courage to do what needs to be done.
Im sorry tina this aint working, go find another one.
You're lies they work no more i see the light now.
Can't hold me down no more i just took a vow.
2013 i swear i will be true to you. This is the year for me to finally pay my dues.

Happy new year to everyone!
Anyone who is struggling with there addiction, Just be strong get through it.
This new year is an oppurtinity to really be true to yourself. Remember who you are.