Speak Up

Hi, I'm 13 years old. My momma started doing drugs when i was 2. she started using meth when i was 3 i remember being at strangers houses. i wasnt even old enough to speak, or didnt know how anyways...i also remember NEVER being at school. They would try to make her do right and get clean...didnt work. They would bring food for me and my brother to eat...she ate in front of us. We never had anything to eat... People wondered why we were so thin... They had no clue it was becuse of her. The one thing i DISTINCTLY remember is the day the police came... it was bad...... she tried to leave, run, hide, whatever you would call it. They took me and my brother. 3 years of court... We now live with our grandparents...Still occasionally seeing our mother. She sees things, talks crazy...METH can ruin a family, tear it apart, and completely rip it to shreds...to this day she still does meth..she wont see a doctor...so we try to bring her back to reality, she starts to act normal but falls right back to where she was...