Speak Up

As you eradicate her from your life
She is hidden in the deepth of your own head
Distracting you with your own mind
Using it to become a ploy against you
Making you feel like what seemed so fucked not so long ago
Has other reactions than before
She is cunning and deadly
But sweet enough for denial
Comparing yourself to that women who spends all her time in the mirror
Covering up her black eyes with concealer
From what she thought was once her lover
But turned into someone who she never knew
Because they never existed they were always just fake
I got asked if i was in love before
I said yes to this question
They asked me what were they like
The answer was clear in my mind
She was this calculated bitch
who only motive was to try to destroy me
But I just answered like everyone else would
everyone who was normal
I just wanted to not seem crazy
So lied to protect myself this time
Or lied to hurt myself because it was the only option
that she had given me this whole time