Speak Up

My name is Kayla I am 21 and am a recovering meth addict i started doing meth when i was only 10 i thought that it would take away all the horrible things that were going on in my life.. i remember the first time i ever used dope and i thought it was the most amazing thing in the world.. i knew what it was going to do to my life because both of my parents suffered from the addiction as well..and yet i still let it control me i was in and out of juvenile detention centers through out my whole childhood, i deserted my family and nothing and no one could stop the devastating corruption i caused in others life's or my own. i have done a lot of things that i regret and can never take back i am now 30 weeks pregnant and have been clean 20 months i have a great family and have been blessed completely i am thankful that i have no feeling what so ever for relapse but still take it one day at a time.. METH is a horrible drug it takes over everything one hit will ruin the rest of your life.. i pray every day and beg God to help me raise my daughter on the right path and to give me the wisdom to teach my two little sisters little brother and daughter about drug addiction and the things it will cause in your life so they don't make the same mistakes i did.. Every single person in this world is better than METH and we can all rise above the influence there is so many thing to look forward to in life.. graduation, marriage, family fun, holidays, birthdays, children ect.. you never want to live with chemical burns in your mouth, loads missed under your skin, rotten teeth scabs and paranoia.. NOT EVEN ONCE!!!