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ME

I LOOK AS I ALWAYS DO I FEEL AS I DO I WANT TO STOP I DON'T WANT THIS ANYMORE I WANT TO BE A GOOD FRIEND MAKE GOOD CHOICES.

BUT THE MONSTER IS STILL LURKING IN ME IT WAITS TO TAKE WHAT IT WANTS I AM VERY DEPPRESED AND I AM WEAK THE MONSTER KNOWS THAT IM WEAK AND CAN HAVE ME TAKE EVERYTHING KNOWING IT WILL LEAVE ME BROKEN

I AM ME IN THE, MIRROR OR IF U LOOK AT ME..

BUT IT IS THE MONSTER U SEE

IM GONE AND IM REPLACED BY THE MONSTER THE MONSTER TAKES WHAT IT WANTS IT COULD TAKE SOME METH AND THEN DECIDE IT IS NOT ENOUGH BUT IN THE END IT IS NEVER ENOUGH THERE IS NO BREAKING POINT THE MONSTER TAKES AND TAKES IT IS A MONSTER MAKES UR FRIENDS HATE U BUT THEM NOT KNOWING IT IS THE MONSTER IT MAKES U WEAKER SO IT CAN TAKE HOLD OF U U ARE ITS HOST IT WILL TRY AND MAKE U WEAK MAKE U WANT IT THE MONSTER DOSENT CARE IT DOSENT FEEL IT CANT CARE IT TAKES AND TAKES UNTIL U ARE BONE DRY AND WHEN U COME DOWN FROM A HIGH IT LEAVES U AND U WANT TO STOP U MAKE AN OATH SAYING U ARENT GOING TO DO IT AGAIN BUT IN THE END U CANT GET AWAY ONCE UVE STARTED LIFE WILL SEEM LIKE YOUR HELL AND BEING DEAD WILL SEEM LIKE UR HEAVEN...

MONSTER