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It was so unpredictlable where METH got me. Hello i am Alisa i started using meth when I was 20yr old. It started with once in a while snorting then without me realizing i went to smoking and that was the end of it. i was hooked on smoking for 7yrs. It took over everything in only matter of months. I became extremly thin which was the best thing ever, at least thats what i thought. I smoked everyday and it was slowly eating me alive. I got arrested with the position of control substance, and had to do 5 months of classes, however that still wasnt an eye opener. In addition, i ODDed at my parents house fell on the floor and if it wasnt for my mother I would be dead right now. Going through all tha,t as soon I was awake and well all i thought about was how am i going to get more METH. My parents, siblings friends didnt matter for me, all i wanted to do is smoke METH. I lost my job and then it went to stealing and lying to get money to buy METH. It was horrible that I would acctually steal from my own parents and this went on for years. Well at age 26 I got married to my amazing husband and had my little girl at 27. They were both my saviors because If they hadnt come in to my life I would probably be dead or in jail. My little angel saved me because as soon as i became pregnate that was end of METH. I h ave been clean for almost 4yrs now and i wouldnt want to be where I was 4yrs ago. So please think very long and hard befor you try this devilish drug that its so unpredictable.