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I started using meth when i was 19 that was the BIGGEST mistake of my life!! I am 29 now and have been clean for almost 3years.. Once I started using I was hooked. From the time i was 19 til i was 27 i used meth daily.. It was HELL.. I tore my family apart hurt my parents and almost lost my childern. The day before my 27th Birthday my front door was kicked in by the task force my 3 year old and my 5 year old was home at the time they had guns pointed at them and had to watch there mommy and daddy get took away in handcuffs and for the next year had to visit there mommy and daddy behind glass.. this was the biggest eye opener for me.. Still to this day I have to take them to the prison to visit there daddy.. I know it has been hell on them and i never want to put them or seen anyone elses kids put thru this.. I thank god that i am still alive today i should be dead from all the meth i have put into my body. at one point all my hair fell out but that didnt stop me i keep using.. To be clean off of that devil drug meth is the best feeling in the world. I hope my story can help someone out there..