Speak Up

Well it all started as fun. my cousin and I had done many drugs together. meth was the last. She started using when she started hanging out with a booty call who sold and used meth. She got me to try it and at first I didnt think it was as bad as everyone said. then like 3 months later we did it every weekend. We thought we had it under control. Well I started to feel like I was losing it so I chose to stop. She kept doing it. I had gotten to a point where I didnt care. I quickly realized how at the bottom I was and just couldnt take it. She found out she was prego and changed. she no longer uses and this is a secret we keep from our family together. We are open with eachother and have been around 6 months clean. I never have any plans to do that life killer again. I feel alot older and Im only 21. I hope I can resume being the person before this all.