Speak Up

I was 16 when I first started using meth.I met this guy who I thought I loved at the time.He was doing it and a lot of other things to.I trusted him so I told him that I have always struggled with my weight and I wasn't comfortable with my body.Everyone would always pick on me and call me bad names and say that I was nothing but a fat cow and say that I was good for nothing and that I would never be able to do anything in life but eat.So he gave me some and told me that it would do wonders for me and make me pretty so I believed him and started doing meth.I was addicted for a very long time I got to where I wasn't eating or sleeping and I began to look sick.My parents would ask me if I was ok and I would just get mad and tell them to leave me alone that I was fine!As time went on the guy got arrested by then I didn't care anymore all I could think of was getting that perfect body and getting my fix.I was pulling away from everyone and my life was beginning to fall apart.I would steal money and do bad things to get money...I had no remorse for what I was doing.well one day I met another guy.He was addicted and looking for the same thing that I was.So we went back to my house and got high.We got together and kept doing it for a little while until one day my parents found out and they where crushed. so we knew then we had to stop.It was the hardest thing we had ever done and we still fight it everyday.We are now married and starting a family. We have been clean for a year and 4 months now and still going strong. we will always have that urge but we are there for each other and help each other out as much as we can. I still struggle with my weight but now I know it's not worth it not to have to lose everyone you care about just to have a perfect body. So everyone stay strong...you can do it!!! Never ever give up!!!