Speak Up

I started using meth about three maybe four years now ago. I loved it still do always will cause even when your not high even when your getting clean or have been clean for years you will always crave it, dream about it, taste it! Once its got its hold it will never let go. It lies to you makes you believe things that ain't real. Makes you think your having the time of your life when really your wasting away. Meth has taken the girl I once was and destroyed her and I can't even remember who that person was now. Lost and alone stuck in this crazy hell ride they call Tina. I wish more then anything I could get rid of her for good but she just keeps coming back even after so long there she is and I'm back to being her best friend.