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MY NAMES ALEXUS AND IM 18 YEARS OLD IVE BEEN DOING METH SINCE I WAS FOURTEEN, I WAS GOING THROUGH ALOT OF PAIN AND DEPRESSION AT THE TIME SO WHEN I WAS ASKED TO TRY IT I IMMEDIATLY SAID OKAY, I KNEW PEOPLE TOOK DRUGS TO COVER UP THE PAIN AND I WAS SO DEEP IN MY DEPRESSION I THOUGHT THAT IT WAS MY ONLY ANSWER. FROM THAT VERY DAY I BECAME ADDICTED AND I KNEW FROM THE POINT ON THAT MY LIFE WOULD NEVER BE THE SAME. MY NEW BOYFRIEND AT THE TIME WAS WAY OLDER THEN ME AND HE MADE IT AND I JUST THOUGHT I WAS SO COOL RUNNING AROUND WITH A DOPE HEAD AND A DRUG DEALER. I LOOK BACK NOW AND THINK ABOUT WHY I WAS SO STUPID TO BELIEVE THAT THIS WAS MY ANSWER TO MY PROBLEMS. IT MADE IT WORSE. I HID IT VERY WELL FOR THE PAST THREE YEARS AND THEN THE LAST YEAR I STARTED COMING OUT IN THE OPEN WITH IT. I LOST MY FAMILY, MY RELATIONSHIP, MY SOUL AND MY PRIDE. EVERYTHING JUST FELL APART. I STARTED OUT JUST SNORTING IT, THEN THAT TURNED INTO SMOKING IT, AND THEN THAT TURNED INTO INJECTING IT. ONCE I STARTED INJECTING IT I WAS DEFINENTLY NOT GOIN NO WHERE. NORMAL THINGS YOU WOULD NEVER DO SOBER YOU WOULD DO ON METH! I EVENTUALLY STARTED TO GET INTO PROSTITUTION. IF EVER ASKED TO TRY IT SAY NO! ITS NOT WORTH THE PAIN AND THE TORTURE IT DOES TO YOUR BODY AND YOUR MIND!!! MY FACEBOOK NAME IS LEXI CARVER IF YOU JUST NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO OR NEED ADVICE IM WILLING TO HELP ANYONE!! I KNOW THE STRUGGLES AND I KNOW THE PAIN YOU MUST BE GOING THROUGH.