Speak Up

My father has always been in my life. He was my hero, we did everything together. I would brag about how great he is. Then my parents told me about them getting a divorce. It was no surprise to me because of all the fights they have. I was in the garage one day and I found a meth pipe and meth just laying around. I told my mom and we didn't know what to do. We had to kick my father out and get a restraining order because he threatened to kill my mother. He steals from stores, he is up for days, he cheats on my mom, he looks like he is 70 but he is really 40, he harasses my mom and our renters. He sneaks around our house when we are asleep. The sad part is, is that he lives with his mom and I told her everything and showed her the pictures but she doesn't believe me that he does meth and thinks that I am a liar. His whole family doesn't talk to me and now my dad is literally helpless. i am so scared at night that he will come here and hurt my mom or even me. The police can't do anything. The restraining order will be dropped soon sadly said the judge and then he will move across the street from us because he scared our renters to death. Now i have to find a place to live. because i can not live across from him. He has guns as well. I am so scared, and helpless. I just want my daddy back so bad. I miss who you were, not who you are. I love you dad.