Speak Up

It's crazy, I mean absolutely crazy... Feeling stuck in a rut where your morals get hazy. Nd your friends... Real friends, they ain't seeing things right, I mean these people and I, man we used to be tighter than tight, now every other week we find ourselves in a fight. & I'm thinkin, I'm beggin, someone please shine some real revealing light on this tragic situation that has us so lost... We lost sight of why we're in this together, that's how it's always been... Through the worst weather.. Always had each other, from drugs to heartbreak to incarceration... A bond tougher than leather. Now all we do is question each other. This place that I'm in, this path that I chose cuts me deep... This downhill slope is really steep... I never thought the first time i put that glass to my lips that it'd wind me up here with thoughts so messed up that nothing seems clear... With nothing but me, & solely me to fear.