Speak Up

It started off good, was with people ive known for 2 years and i knew there family did the drug. then they started. I began to do it with them to show you can do it then stop. They all acted much different though. My friends were not the same. My gf was not the same. All i did now was leave them and that drug cause that drug had more value to them then me. Now they are off getting high not caring that i was there for help. They drained me and now its time to bring me and my soul back. I only wish i could go back to the day i met them and just walk away so i dont have to think if they are doing ok. I know they dont even think if im doing ok. But life moves on and im moving on with it. I wished they cared for me like i did for them.