Speak Up

IM 25 years old. Just a year and a half ago i tried meth for the first time. A little drunk i dabbled in drugs before i was like. Well its a more enhanced coke. I lost all the things that i love in my life to Meth the person i spend 7 years with. I lost my soul to meth. I let those around watch me get high as shit and be the stupid girl that slight had some trust in those around me. I was rapped and i let there lies cost me the most amazing person in my life. When they say dont even try meth once because you feel on top of the world like you can do anything you are unstoppable understandable and there is no end to the feeling that you feel till you start to come down and you want more. Never have i shot up for thats the day you souls been signed over to the devil. Never untill the night i was rapped and thought i was walked home to my girlfriend and my clothes were on funny and there was a needle next to me and a needle mark in my back. It has runnied my life. 9 months of a addiction i wish i never met. and a year sober. I might of lost the person that ment the most to me but throw therapy n the new person in my life who has been there by my side i am a better stronger me