Speak Up

I relapsed on meth this past Monday I was the one who asked for it Asking and doing so consciously Causing my own insanity One pass on roh-to One hit, then I wanted the rest of it Got halfway through the bowl Suddenly realizing how greedy I was being Quickly thought of a solution Two of which I could do Either, Try to correct it now Or smoke it all and compensate accordingly Chose the second one hastily I was now thinking and reacting too fast Behavior so selfishly chosen Least being said, incredibly inconsiderate Unfortunately, it's quite easy to be When the negatives aren't impacting you No first hand knowledge of the long term effects Due to the physical and mental torture The high that is achieved Doesn't equate to the lows it brings Not only monetarily and physically But ultimately your character Money will always come and go But, memories will eternally remain But Try to see it as I do now How to achieve true happiness in life Understand how costly short thrills ultimately are Especially the case with Methamphetamine It's a regret of mine that'll last forever Although it may appear to be solely negative I must see it as such So the true outcome will be shown To recall, how and what I learned As, each and every day we age Some are full of gain, others lavish with pain Try to think back to bad times It's a tad hard to feel that feeling exactly But the times that seemed so simple Are the happiest you've ever been