Speak Up

Three days gone by slowly like years. Stay up all night remenenscing on the past , your tummy's talking but you ignore it. People are wondering why your up all hours of the night & why your looking more like a ghost each day that goes by. You try your best to hide it but it's hard when you don't ear or sleep. Dark circles grow around your eyes. Scabs pop up everywhere. Your losing weight , can see bones. Your disgusted with your reflection. You think everyone's out to get you. Your not the same. After the bull crap your crash , sleeping for days at a time. Your constantly angry. Fast to snap. Your turning into a monster but you could care less. Few days later you get the hook up & it starts all over.