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I had done ecstasy only a couple times before I started getting what I thought was extremely high quality molly from one of my friends. I thought I was rolling but was actually high on meth and had no idea. The first time I tried it I was awake for three days. The next weekend I wanted to do it again, thinking that molly isn't extremely addictive so it wasn't a really big deal. After two weeks of not using, all I could think about was this molly that I had been getting. I met up with my dealer and he handed me a bag full of crystals, he said it was MDMA crystals just not put in capsules. I looked at it, had a feeling that it was meth. The minute I got it, I crushed it up and snorted three lines and continued doing lines throughout the night. After being high for 14 hours and having one of the most depressing comedowns I looked up meth and soon realized that I definitely had been doing it the entire time. I had no intentions of trying the drug a now it's all I can think about.