Speak Up

You will never forget that first time, but treasure it, it never happens again. The rush, the thrill,the high of your life is over and I promise you it doesn't matter how much dope you intake the thrills over and all that's left is the ride. I learned one amazing thing it takes away pain,buries it so deep you just might wake up dead. I started at 19 and at 22 I was diagnosed with cancer but I didn't feel a single dull pain, meth saved me from the pain cancer sets in but it's shame all that pain I desperately ran from could have been prevented if i'd received treatment 2 years earlier. Meth hmm...didn't save me when I almost died but it saved the pain...kinda worthless huh? My brother was sentenced to 6 yrs in drug boot camp, we both were clean for 5 years, but history repeats itself and well you guessed it we became somebody's again. We made some of the best, funny now I said love was the key ingredient. We were never alone, except when I found my brother passed out. Meth saved him so much pain when the doctor said heart failure and heart attack at least a yr prior we thought meth sure saved him some pain, that' s until the dr says 8% works of his heart and your brother 5 yrs top at the age of 35. So much was lost because meth saved him the pain he smoked to hide, thank goodness for meth right, what' s dying when compared to meth saving him the pain going through his body.That' s how I became somebody again, he needed his right hand. Meth saved us pain, brought us good friends who never showed when we were sick or in trouble, who needs more. At 38 he is in prison, he did have good times cured of pain but dying,imagine the middle of cooking and he goes down. The best thing meth did was give me front paige of just busted,manufacturing and possession of firearm,that's right I was a somebody again and everyone got to see. So you see this could be you! Don' t you wanna wake up pain free just to die and why not be famous like me so your family can be proud. Meth saved me and my brother,gave us a good name that helped violent lock me up for almost 3 days and i'm finally meth made the world shun us and eventually we' ll die.I hope meth isnt involved.I' m tired of meth being my superman.