Speak Up

my drug of choice was meth most of my life. i could find nothing like it. endless focus,energy,strength and the ability to face fears of all sorts. i thought.. started out social,fun and a great drug for for work performance too. i was sure this was the drug i would do the rest of my life.. long story short i gave every thing in life for it.i lost all my morals,my children countless jobs and the ability to do any thing about it. in and out of rehabs i seen people get off meth and other drugs and be happy i just didn't want to put forth the effort to do it. seeing my wife's pain when we lost our 4 children, seeing the pain and suffering the kids went through in and out of foster care made me become willing to do what ever it took get us out of the grip of active addition to meth and all drugs for that matter. my wife and i have 15 months clean today our children back and living life on life's terms active in a 12 step program we are getting by. i put my recovery first today like i did dope one day. life is getting better every day.i wont lie and say life is all rainbows and butterflies but through the help of the fellowship i haven't fond a single reason to get high.i thank and love all the people involved in the process of our recovery from the police to the judge the social service's workers serenity house chairis house and all the people in the fellowship from indiana to kuntucy and all over the word for that matter because i know today i can go in the rooms anywhere today and be welcomed with open arms and loved for who i am today. life after meth for this addict is good. just for to day. if i can do this any one can do it come join me.you don't have to be alone any more as for me i'll keep coming back......love ya friends