Speak Up

Okay.. where to start.. My name is Brittany, i was raised in a very small town. This story is just to relate to you guys, and just hear some answers. I am proud to say i have never touched a drug. So this story may sound noob-like. This being a small town, meth had spread like a disease. I have dated this guy kody for about 3 years on and off, he is considered one of my best friends. He was once 3 years sober, walked out of it stronger then anyone ive ever seen. He was well respected, and just an easy person to rely on. He never gave up on anyone, if someone had no strength he GAVE them strength. If they were lost, he directed. His heart was huge, and if he loved you it was all of that times 100. He then started to sell, mostly to known druggies, he relapsed from there (or that is what he said) but it timelined to about 6 months previous. We broke up, and he left me for some hoodrat. (kidding, you know how is). They got engaged 2 months later, i have no clue how it happened so fast but i still stood by him. He fell asleep for 2 days, then the next he OD'd with some people he was smoking with, they stole his car and dropped him off in the forest. He has been smoking till this day, all i can hope for is the best. And for god to guide him back to his life of a healer. It is sad how someone so amazing can drop so fast with some evil drug. This has been a long and hard road and this story is not even the half of it. I pray for all of you out there watching this happen to your loved ones. Its not an easy game, but i know we can never give up.