Speak Up

My life the last year and a half has been going to down the drain due to meth. Yes, I am a short time user (kinda compared to most) but i have seen what meth really does to people mentally and physically. When i first started it was on rare occasion, just another drug to get crazy and party on. Until, this year, ive been buying everyday, several times a day. Blowing every hard earned paycheck on something that makes me insane. I believe i am addicted.. If you have never done meth or became addicted.. Thats the hardest/most depressing thing you could say.. My parents found out about my use, my whole family knows, i had to switch schools because i was a meth head. I honestly deserve all this, especially since it was ME that decided to pick the devil in the first place. I did this all to MYSELF! Meth has almost caused me to commit suicide. I have tried several times to stop by i literally cant... This abominable addiction has had me loose so much.. Girlfriends, friends, family, motivation, and sense of ethics. I got 3 credits last year in school and because of that, i cant graduate this year. I have lost every ounce of fat on my body.. Before meth i weighed about 175.. Now, i weigh 130... My life is about ruined for the long term, my education is about to be over with if i get kicked out of school (im on UAS at this school), my parents trust and love, and myself. I dont even know who i am anymore n neither does anybody else... Im lost and need help, Please read this and see what i have to deal with in my "life" due to meth and PLEASE no matter what, DO NOT ever experiment with it or be around people that do. Live your life healthy and become a good citizen. Meth is an endless road leading to death or law violations usually causing jail time. I want to help save people from this horrific experience, but before that i need to get myself clean.

Thank you for reading, Tom "BLESSED is the influence of one true, loving human soul on another." STAY ABOVE THE INFLUENCE AND END THIS FIGHT!!