Speak Up

My husband or 20 plus years is now using meth and has turned into a monster that lies,steals,yells at all of us and says things like your stupid,your tripping, and ya always blame me for the money in your purse being gone. He stills money from me all the time and blames it on my sons or people that were in my home. He can't even keep a job really, he is always moody and lieing. I think he is even having sex with other men to suport his habit, or at least thats what people are telling me and i know back in the mid 90's he had sex with a man for his birthday in out home in Lynnwood,WA He acts like its my fault and even tells me that almost on a daily basis, and his eyes look like there going to pop right out his head, and his jaw moves from side to side and he'll tell me its my imagination that im seeing things. I love the old him but can't stand the new meth Bob, and our marriage will be ending real soon i can tell, im so hurt and discussted in him specially if hes giving oral sex to men for his drug, he also uses cocaine,pot,crack. All it does is cause pain and police, he calls the police on me that i'm fighting with him and its just i can't be around this for my own medical reasons. All his family does various drugs, his sister just got out of prison for selling meth and got busted on Montana.