Speak Up

My nightmare with the battle torwards this drug began Feb of this year, my life was happy with my other half of 6 yrs and our 3 year old. Then things started to change we started arguing more than usual, he started to lose intrest on the things we use to do,he quit his job, and to top it off i was pregnant expecting our 2nd child and he started accusing me of cheating. The point is that i finally had it and we went our seprate ways but never did he admit that he was on meth. I found out he was on meth because he admited it to me after hrs of crying and asking him what was diffrent what had changed.Once i found out i tried to help many times and there were times he said he wanted help but then would change his mind when we were there ready to start detox for him, He has gotten so bad and till this day is still using i have stayed away because it hurts me to see him like that let alone hes a diffrent person on that drug, I have decided not to keep in touch with him and have kept our daughter away from him as well, Now my other little one was recently born and he has not even asked about her or our 3 yr old. I dont know if me staying away is the right thing to do but it breaks my heart. He has done me dirty in so many ways and im just so sad on how this addiction has taken over him completly.