Speak Up

I have used meth for about ten years, i figured I was a functioning person on it.lots of energy, innovative, creative, all around better.What a joke.meth tricked me over and over into thinking it would be ok to use again.after hitting bottom after bottom, cleaning up for a few months or less, I found myself high again. I cant even trust my own brain anymore. its got me scared to the point that I dont know If I will ever be safe from meth.It only took that first hoot and now ive got a terminal disease ill call it,handicapped for life.