Speak Up

We met at a football game. He was the sweetest guy, nice, polite, and very handsome. Slowly he started doing harder drugs and just getting worse. I got pregnant after 3 years of being with him and that's when he got introduced to meth. I never knew much about this drug. I started seeing changed physically and mentally. He was not the person i had fallen in love with. It's been 2 years now and he's used meth on and off since he's always in and out of jail. Even when he is sober he is not the same person. I want to do better for my son and i pray to god he never comes across this horrible drug. The question i ask myself everyday is "Why?" And i will never know the answer because i will never touch that drug NOT ONCE.