Speak Up

First of all hello everyone names Jordan I figure Id tell my story to possibly help others. I'm the typical type of guy that you all met I'm sure the wild crazy party guy that loved to get messed up on about any substance known to man, all started with weed and alcohol then progressed into harder shit like Coke,crack,Md-ma,2-ci,LSD,painkillers,benzo's you name it I've probably done it. I am a working guitarist/musician so it was always natural for me to experiment with substance's to help promote that creativity I would get from them its hard to explain really. It's been about 5 months now since I did Crystal Meth for the first time, being me I was not afraid at all, but when 1gram of any substance keeps you awake for 10-12 days not sure still don't remember that's some scary shit. Honestly I think I came the closest to death I ever came, even after that horrid comedown I still couldn't sleep. I think the little bit of weed I had saved my life truly it finally let me go to sleep. And still to this day I still think of using it all the time its horrible I would not wish this on anyone. After that whole experience I got clean from everything because honestly I can't figure out how I'm still breathing. Above all maybe people will see this and please don't go down this road like I did its either life or death plain and simple,what keeps me going is that I hope deep down I can wake up and feel normal again.