Speak Up

My mother started using meth when I was younger. My father divorced her beacuse of it. She would come to visit us. But she was always paranoid. And constantly was talking to herself. After a while it came to where her children didn't matter. All that mattered was where her next high was coming from. About two months ago I got up the nerve to call her. She had completely forgotten who I was and that she even had a child. There is no feeling worse than your own mother not knowing who you are beacuse meth has messed her up that bad. Don't ever do it. It screws up family's life's and you lose everything you have.