Speak Up

Hi im 23 years old i used meth for 4years and quit cold turkey. You ask how well my mom and sister also do meth. My sister has done it for 15years my mom has done it for 6. I saw how far it brought my sister down still to this day i havent been able to help her. It sad she no longer looks the way she used to she is losing her teeth and doing things for money no one ever should. Its a demon the way she acts is scary i get anxity around her it kills me to see how it sucks her in so deep. I wish one day she well be sober and get the help she needs im losing my sister day by day. My mom as well she is in bad medical health and meth is taking her down. Its heart crusing and makes me angry. Im glade i stoped when i did cause the life i lived was a life no one should ever live. That evil drug the demon i call it its sick how angry and crazy people get you lose all ur morels ur family no longer means anyting to you it takes over ur body, i hope to kill the demon in my sister starting to lose hope but the last thing i want is to lose my mom and sister to this drug . Its scary what it makes you do and act my sister doesnt remeber anything and when you try and explain to her she gets angry and just wants to hurt you.im scared for her life and the job she does she is in danger every day. She was so beautiful and strong and as years goes by she fades away. She scares my i dont want to lose her she is my best friend. I wish i could stop it of find her help. Please if you can find help before its to late cause it well take over you! My holidays with them no longer are shared because they are high . Never hungry and always wanting to leave. It hurts more to have them around . I well never touch this drug or any drug agian it ruiend alot of my life . It is gross not worth it ur not even in this world. The world ur in is fake and scary i wish this drug would dissapear . I wish my mom and my sister could get away from it .