Speak Up

This has been happening for as long as i can remeber. My sister and i were taken away from our mother at a very young age. I lost my father to drugs and he father was and has been still on them. so has our mother. my sister started doing meth when she was thirteen, thats my smart guess anyway. She never really had home, and i was with my grandmother. My sister was never in my life, because of the drug. meth. i needed her as a big sister and she was never there. she had two children. One of them was taken away from her because of her choice to do meth again. Her daughter is getting taken away in two weeks because she relapsed three time. shes been in and out of rehab. our famliy has always been broken, but this is the worst its ever gotten. my grandmother and i have taken and raised my sister's daughter for as long as we can and just yesterday is when we found out DHS is taking her. Iam 18 and ive been ready to take that little girl since i held her the first time in the hospital. I was the first one to hold. i taught her how to crawl. she was grans and my little girl. My sister and i got into it violently yesterday when she found out. she tried kidnapping ariah but gran, my aunt and i fought her. My sister and have always fought. but nothing like that. we beat the crap out eachother. As much as i wanted to stop she kept coming at me so the only thing i could do was to fight back and i hated it. iam going to college and i work my butt off just to get by day to day. and knowing that my famliy broken but famliy non the less has to pay for her actions make me sick. iam sore and both of us have wounds that u wouldnt think sisters could cause. my anger towards is unforgiveable and my mom isnt any better. Its been hard these past couple of days and if cvould change and get rid of meth for good,... i would in a heart beat. it doesnt only hurt the famliys and the users. it breaks every life that is invovled with the drug. it breaks everything. exspically THE LITTLE GIRL WHO HAS TO GROW UP AND KNOW THAT HER MOM WOULD RATHER HAVE METH THEN HER!