Speak Up

I'm haile. I've watched all the videos and the one that got me the most is the one where the girl shot herself up in the neck.. but before that when she was cooking the meth on the spoon. Me and my boyfriend's mom have found several torched spoons and later on found 3 needles.. he has been having sevre mood swings and would be so mean to me. It hasn't been happening lately but it makes me think watching this.. was my own boyfriend, whom i love more than anything shooting up meth? I need help, advice. Something....because i'm still very very worried about him. -Haile