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Hi, My names joey and im 16 years old and just began using about a year ago and my lifes gone to hell...i hate myself and everyone around me and the only thing that makes me happy is smoking methh..ik its not right and i keep stealing from my mom everyday. i just wish i never took that first hit, ive lost at least 25 pounds in the last couple months and my moms finnaly starting to catch on that im not just smoking weed...i need help i dont wanna do this anymoree...my face loooks horrible and broken out and i feel like shit because i dont have anything left