Speak Up

I've been on and off probation now for 3 years. I've tried almost every drug out there, and nothing compares to the high of dope. I tried it once when it was first offered to me when i was 16 years old. I did it once, amd never again. So i thought. This town i'm stuck in, seems to suck people under, the high from the drugs from here, get harser to find, you fiend for something so extraordinary. Then i started the meth again. I hid it from my family, my real friends, and my boyfriend for about a month, until everything just came out, because that's how bad it took over my life. Eventually,, i did it with my boyfriend. We used people for there money, made up lies to get money, steal people's dope. Then i just went overboard, messed everything up. Almost lost the best job i've ever had, the best family i could ever have, and the best friends i ever did have. I went to jail, served my time. Got out, and no more boyfriend, no more dope. I was all on my own. Except for my family, my family was there, and they were the only ones. This town that i live in is so small, everyone knows everything about you, and once you do something so extreme as in this drug people get addicted to so quickly, it stays with them, and you get the gorrible reputation of a "tweaker". they won't ever let it go, but what i've learned is to overcome that. Worrry about yourself now. "the best thing about the future is that it comes one day at a time"