Speak Up

Its the first time in a long time I'm sober I can't sleep. I don't want your dope I'd rather workout. I don't want to be a junkie anymore. My daughter deserves more, I deserve more. I'm not mad at you actually I'm happy that we can both be ourselves not rely on dope to hold us together. I guess that was what we had in common. One year ago I was a week away from spending 52 days locked up. This year since has been rough back and forth on the verge of blowing it all for a high. So far I'm still here so far I'm okay and I got to maintain for this baby. Maybe in a year from now I'll be working maybe I'll make it out alive. Wow I guess I really am getting better because its been a long time since I have considered that I will be able to function in this world sober. I guess maybe there is life after meth.